My Love is Constant

For my love is constant, I always say
And when my feelings are at bay
I feel your love to my dismay
I'll never reach you but I hope one day

And I hope fate plays it's part
For I can never find my heart
The one you took from me from the very start
Will you love me even though we're apart?

The girls crave to be at my side
But my true feelings I can never hide
Even though we're apart, I'll turn the tide
Your songs of hope will be my guide

Just wait for me my long lost princess
like I've waited for you ever since
Though I'm a commoner in your dynasty
I will still love you through eternity

And even if it takes a thousand years
Or even if I fill an ocean of tears
Or whatever the cost or the price
For me, with you is paradise

I Miss the Touch of Your Hand in Mine

I miss the touch of your hand in mine
Your love warms me up like the morning sunshine

I miss your breath on my ear as we embrace
I miss the softness of your cheek on my face

I miss the air we exchange when we kiss
Holding you tightly in my arms is what i miss

I close my eyes and I feel your love raining down on me
I open them and i tear when I realize your not here

Please Don't Misunderstand, I'd Never Do You Any Harm

In the fading windows to your soul
I can see that you just let me go
Your eyes they lie but I know you have tried
And put up with my weakness and sad pathetic lies
Please don't misunderstand, I'd never do you any wrong
But I'm lost and still seeking a place to belong

With the chill of your good bye kiss
I feel surrounded by all this coldness
Your body talk hushed, God I feel crushed
But there is still so many parts that remain untouched
Please don't misunderstand, I'd never do you any harm
But I need the storm before i calm

With the final flick of your good bye wave
I want to cry but i have to be brave
The door closed
There's so much I need but I can't be exposed
Please don't misunderstand, I'm going to miss you like mad
But I need to be happy before I feel sad

Denial

Sometimes i want to die
holdin' this knife to my wrist.
Maybe an inch or two, i swear
it's not like anyone would care.
I don't think an inch is bad
but it's not like people will be sad.
By then the damage will be done
sorry i hurt everyone.
It's not like people care
with my skin all beat up and bare.
But who cares anymore
it's not me, thats for sure.

Drama Mama

I hate that bitch so bad
I just want to beat her ass
Why don't you leave me alone
and talk to me in a different tone?
I'm going to kill you someday
so why don't you stay away?
I just want to slit your throat
and laugh at you while you choke.
I really just want you to die
oh yeah, tell Satan hi.

For You

Feelings that were once hidden
are now expressed to you.
Days that were once stormy
are now the brightest blue.











Times that were once lonely
are now filled with pleasure.
All that was mine alone
are now things we both treasure.




Nights that were once cold
are now comforting and warm.
Fears that were very real
are now gone with the storm.







A heart that was broken
can now finally mend.
A person once alone in life
can now call you a friend.








Dreams that were once longed for
are now all coming true.
The love I once thought was gone
I have now and forever for you.

Show No Mercy

Today i really want to die

but will it hurt? will i cry?

Will i stop like a pussy

or will i show no mercy?

I sit there thinking about it all day

holding the blade 2 inches away.

I cut an inch just to see

i even start to bleed.

I sit there thinking a little more

an inch or two, it'll be okay.

It'll even take the pain away.

It doesn't hurt anymore

It's too bad, i'm passed out on the floor.